Something to read

It's 11:00pm on a Saturday night. I am at home. I am a loser! Kidding. I rock.

I don't have much to say. I've already told Kelly O this story. I just need to whine some more. But before you read, just remember, this IS NOT getting me down.

I am gaining weight. I am not seeing a loss. I am seeing a gain. WTF?????????? I know, muscle weighs more than fat. I know, I know, I know. But did I really gain that much muscle in 2 weeks? I have been eating 99% perfect (I did have a potato the other night). Workouts have been great. Water has been great. Got the extra cardio in. And I am gaining.

It is/was my TOM. I am not one that notices a weight gain during this time, but I don't NOT notice. I've never noticed one way or another. Some women whine and complain that they're bloated or they retain water during their TOM. I've never noticed. Doesn't mean I don't. Doesn't mean I do. I've just never noticed. So I guess I'll see in a few days. I want to see a loss gosh darn it.

Gotta go. I am contemplating going to sleep. Yes, I suck.